The Life Style Lab2005-10-21T15:44:58+09:00iwasbornto_love日々経験したことを残していこうと思います、今日あったことを明日からの自分に生かすためにExcite Blogつれづれなるままに・・・http://iwasbornto.exblog.jp/1539113/2005-10-21T15:48:09+09:002005-10-21T15:44:58+09:002005-10-21T15:44:58+09:00iwasbornto_love未分類
まぁ、とか何とか言いながらも楽しくやってる今日この頃・・・
包丁は職人の命なので毎日磨がなきゃだし・・・指とか切っちゃうし・・・その手でしょうがの汁とか、わさびとかに手を突っ込まなきゃなので死にますw てか笑い事じゃないくらいにしみます。その上お客さんの前だから顔は平気な不利して・・・・まぁ、楽しいからOKです。
寿司をしてて気付いたことが・・・
]]>for my only girlfriend, katarina farrellhttp://iwasbornto.exblog.jp/1435677/2005-10-14T16:56:55+09:002005-10-14T16:53:05+09:002005-10-14T16:53:05+09:00iwasbornto_love未分類
彼女について書くなんてまた、なんですが、まぁ、今日はそういう感じの気分なので・・・
i met her at a school in Oregon about....2 years ago, i wasnt really her boyfriend, even though i really liked her, she had a boyfriend so i didnt really had a chance to be one for her... but i could not give her up, the next year which is my senior year, she didnt come back... i was really... i mean seriously depressed for couple months for that. well, i knew that she was not gonna come back but still.... and the second half of the year, she came back and i just was super happy, we went to bowling the firstday she came back, i was really nervous becuz i still liked her a lot...so i couldnt talk to her that much... but well, 2 weeks later, we started going out and it have been...8 months?? it is my record of going out with one girl for that long. i really love her and i really am glad that she is my gf. she is cute, smart, clever.... i really care about her, i truly feel like that it was worth it to come to America and learn English, cuz i met her... she is such a great girl. i love her. i really feel safe when im with her, she makes me happy when i have a bad day, she makes my night when she said that she loves me. she understand me very well, even i am such a complex person. i always want her to be happy and i wanna do anything for her. i wanna save her if she is in danger... i dunno, when i see her smile, hug her and kiss her... i really feel completed, it is like missing puzzle piece fitting into the right spot...i feel safe and comfortable when im with her... right now, i only can see her on the weekends becuz i have school and work but when i get a car and i dont have to work 5 days a week, i will drive up to her place as many as i can... i need her to be happy....ive never been like this before, all of my exs, when i hung out with them, it was fun and exciting, but i have never felt SAFE, when im with somebody....i love her...i just wanted to put this here cuz, when i have problems with her, i always can look this and know that what is truly in my mind, and i think if i see this, i can forgive her and try to move on of something... i dont think ill ever be able to get over her what if she leaves me for any reason....hmmm....but its ok.....well, i cant see her tomorow cuz i need to work but i can see her on Saturday and i am extremely happy about it, i love her soooo much....
i love you katarina... thanks for everything you have done and you will do for me. sometimes i be mean to you and i make you sad, but its alll becuz i really care about you... i hope you understand that.
ok, im sorry if you read english, then forgive me for some sick comments. i seriously think that people who rape or torture somebody who is weaker than they are, should all just fuckin die. They dont deserve to live, they are fuckin sick. That just pisses me off man, seriously who the fuck wanna abuse their own child and kill them??? fuck fuck fuck, if i see the guy any time in the future, i dont fuckin care wat other people say, i will fuckin kill him, i will cut his head off with a dull saw and make him regret what he has done. those fuckers sholdnt even have a fuckin life. that fuckin shitty gayass fargot ruined my day when it is almost over, fuck. i will fuckin kill them for sure if i see them. well, i think i should just stop here, sorry if you read it. i just think it is really messed up thing to do.]]>GThttp://iwasbornto.exblog.jp/767033/2005-09-03T17:07:42+09:002005-09-03T17:07:52+09:002005-09-03T17:05:22+09:00iwasbornto_love未分類
木は10時からだからかなり楽です。どの日も330には授業終わるし・・・。
課題も多いけど、なにせファッションとかあとフォトショップのデザインとか、自分が興味あるものばかりだから楽しくこなせます!これが数学の問題とかだったら大変だったろうな・・・w