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for my only girlfriend, katarina farrell

today, i wanna talk about my girlfriend...

彼女について書くなんてまた、なんですが、まぁ、今日はそういう感じの気分なので・・・

i met her at a school in Oregon about....2 years ago, i wasnt really her boyfriend, even though i really liked her, she had a boyfriend so i didnt really had a chance to be one for her... but i could not give her up, the next year which is my senior year, she didnt come back... i was really... i mean seriously depressed for couple months for that. well, i knew that she was not gonna come back but still.... and the second half of the year, she came back and i just was super happy, we went to bowling the firstday she came back, i was really nervous becuz i still liked her a lot...so i couldnt talk to her that much... but well, 2 weeks later, we started going out and it have been...8 months?? it is my record of going out with one girl for that long. i really love her and i really am glad that she is my gf. she is cute, smart, clever.... i really care about her, i truly feel like that it was worth it to come to America and learn English, cuz i met her... she is such a great girl. i love her. i really feel safe when im with her, she makes me happy when i have a bad day, she makes my night when she said that she loves me. she understand me very well, even i am such a complex person. i always want her to be happy and i wanna do anything for her. i wanna save her if she is in danger... i dunno, when i see her smile, hug her and kiss her... i really feel completed, it is like missing puzzle piece fitting into the right spot...i feel safe and comfortable when im with her... right now, i only can see her on the weekends becuz i have school and work but when i get a car and i dont have to work 5 days a week, i will drive up to her place as many as i can... i need her to be happy....ive never been like this before, all of my exs, when i hung out with them, it was fun and exciting, but i have never felt SAFE, when im with somebody....i love her...i just wanted to put this here cuz, when i have problems with her, i always can look this and know that what is truly in my mind, and i think if i see this, i can forgive her and try to move on of something... i dont think ill ever be able to get over her what if she leaves me for any reason....hmmm....but its ok.....well, i cant see her tomorow cuz i need to work but i can see her on Saturday and i am extremely happy about it, i love her soooo much....

i love you katarina... thanks for everything you have done and you will do for me. sometimes i be mean to you and i make you sad, but its alll becuz i really care about you... i hope you understand that.

love,
G*
by iwasbornto_love | 2005-10-14 16:56


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